All Or Nothing Tattoo - the life
I havent worked this hard since-
well, since the last time i did this.
I have great fantasies. Visions of prospererity. I dream of days of war and nights of passion. Yes, love, but not soley. The reason I'm back schooling after quiting what I am now relearning- I can't settle.
I can count my days off in the last year on one hand.
I want the day. I want now. I want to be the best I can possibly be in this moment. I will overcome I will learn I will teach myself to embody that which I want so badly to live.
I am learning to draw, to tattoo from some of my favorite artists in the industry. Talent I aspire to.
I need art. I breathe it I smell it it finds me all day. I work for the freedom to create that. The freedom to travel - live. When I have the time, the inspiration to sit down and feel, I will. When I find that path I will pack for the journey. Now i ready for it with studious attention. Of those days off I have had I spent in thick moments with loved ones. We spun hearty tales. We laughed and ate and cried. We lived to the full.
I have made great sacrifice. To reap what I may from this time spent. I've given up passions I once cherished. I listen with even more attention for it. I've lived like shit for far too long.
Ive worked 90+ hr weeks for almost a year.
One of these days we'll be done. One of these days it'll be time to go home.
Until then there is now. And now is just fine for the time.